You know, I often have arguements with Teachers down to the most trivial things, and sometimes they happen more regularly then other times. But it’s only dawned on me, that the reason I do as such is probably because I suffer from Asperger’s Syndrome (AS). I mean anything, I can’t process as logical, I pretty much won’t do it, because it doesn’t make sense, and that’s a trait found among AS as well as Autism in general. That’s one of the major things which cause the confliction as I continue using the question “Why?” trying to make sense of the request given… but I just can’t.

For example, this is what occurred. We were suppose to make logon scripts using only DOS Coding, so batch commands, etc. I got mine to do all which was requested in less lines of code using the GOTO command, my teacher didn’t want me to use GOTO, I asked Why? He simply replied because everyone else uses it, that’s why. So we got into more of an arguement, until I replied whatever and did something complete different when he went.

I guess it’s true it’s a curse as much as it is a gift. My only problem is it conflicts with my other mental disorder, Cyclothymia which in turn causes me to go into a depressive state straight afterwards the fight/confliction, as I’m feeling now. I’m not trying to gather pity as much as keep this as a note.